Last night as I was meditating, I reached a very calm state. It was almost like I was falling asleep but I was still conscious. I could feel myself reach a different plane of consciousness and it seemed easier to connect with Tabú. It was in this semi conscious state that I received an understanding that the watchers from my childhood were what we would term “greys” more specifically Zeta Reticulans.
I have learned about the Zetas through various means, watching documentaries, reading books and through my meditative contacts have come to understand what happened to their race and why they have communion with us. I also now realize why I was so frightened as a child. There was a lot going on around me that I had no way of understanding. Let me share some of what I understand about the grey alien phenomenon.
The Evolution and Transformation of the Zeta Species
The Zeta species, of which there are several, began as beings strikingly similar to us: bipedal humanoids. Just as we humans can be, the Zetas were aggressive and profoundly emotional. Ruled by their egos, they leaned towards the masculine and placed a higher value on their mental faculties. However, civilizations dominated by such imbalances often falter. Indeed, this bias led the Zetas to the brink of self-destruction, as their world was ravaged by nuclear wars and severe pollution. Facing potential extinction, the Zetas stood at a precipice, eerily mirroring a future we humans could also be barreling towards. Luckily, I do not believe we will share their fate. When confronted with the reality of an uninhabitable surface, the Zetas made a radical choice: to move their civilization underground. They carved out sprawling tunnels and constructed vast subterranean cities. More importantly, they engaged in introspection, seeking to rectify the core issues that had driven their planet to ruin.
Their diagnosis? They identified emotions as a significant contributor to their predicaments. The Zetas postulated that by eliminating emotions, they could prevent future global crises. They embarked on a mission to genetically modify their race, stripping away their emotional facets. Simultaneously, to combat divisiveness, they also minimized physical differences, believing that uniformity would eradicate prejudice and eliminate the concept of ‘other’. Adjusting to their new habitat, and with the help of genetic manipulation, they evolved. They were smaller in size and their eyes became larger, both ideal for the dim underground environment. Other physiological changes ensued, they no longer needed to sexually reproduce, no longer needed to consume food in the ways we do (due to all the genetic modification) so their sexual organs and digestive systems atrophied. Eventually, they crafted the quintessential grey humanoid form, viewing it as a panacea for their race’s historic woes.
For millennia they dedicated themselves to refining this cloned system, during which their entire cultural and cosmological understanding underwent a transformation. Prioritizing intellectual pursuits, they soon confronted an unexpected realization: they had stagnated. Their spiritual progression was halted by the absence of their emotional spectrum. Lacking the ability to understand or experience emotions and unable to rectify these issues through traditional reproduction, the Zetas faced an existential crisis. In search of a solution, they ventured out into the cosmos for new sources of DNA. Their quest led them to a species with astounding compatibility: humans.
So we have a species desperate to save their race, not from planetary destruction, but (this time) from the ravages of cloning and their erroneous beliefs that ridding themselves of emotions and physical differences would be the perfect solution. They needed our help and that’s what they went about working on, requesting our help on a soul level, both from individual souls and from us as a collective species. Believe it or not, many of us agreed to this before we incarnated, and why wouldn’t we? Once I understood all of this in detail, I found my beliefs about (and fears of) greys, softening. I understand some may not feel the same, especially if they have been repeatedly traumatized by Zeta visitors. And who wouldn’t be traumatized by the sudden appearance of strange, seemingly alien beings, especially if they then remove you from your home (seemingly against your will, by means that seem impossible) and perform tests and sometimes painful medical procedures? I know before I understood fully the above mentioned information, the idea of abduction was absolutely terrifying! So how does this all connect to my experience?
My first conscious contact with Zetas was in a dream. As I have mentioned in previous blogs, when I was 6 years old I had a “scary dream”. It wasn’t anything awe inspiring like a contact scenario, with ships or beings, it was a just simple dream- but it scared me. I was in my home (we lived in rural Wisconsin at the time) and we were about to leave the house. I went to get my coat, which was hung on a row of hooks near the garage door and when I removed my coat from the hook, I noticed an engraved, shiny gold/brass plaque, with wooden backplate, sitting under the hook my coat was on. On it was inscribed a simple phrase: “We are watching you” in a sort of flowy font. Thinking about it now, it was a very nice looking plaque! Nothing about what I was seeing in the dream was frightening- I was at home (a place I felt safe) but for some reason when I read those words I felt a deep seated fear. It startled me enough that I woke up. I struggled with a lot of fear during childhood- and thinking some invisible force was watching me really terrified me!
That is the first conscious memory I have, that I believe was a contact point. I say conscious because something tells me there is more to remember, under the surface. I am tempted to have a regression with Barbara Lamb to sus out all the details, but I digress. So at 6 years old, these beings told me they were watching me. The next type of conscious contact (meaning I remember the experiences) began in my teen years. As the Zetas try to understand emotion from a human standpoint, a person like myself- brimming with emotion, would be the perfect subject to monitor. As a teen, the sleep paralysis experiences began. This was another experience I couldn’t explain, process or understand- another experience that frightened me. I do not remember experiencing sleep paralysis as a young child (but recognize I may have simply forgotten). The sleep paralysis followed me into adulthood, and still happens occasionally. It is always the same scenario, I am sleeping, I regain consciousness but I can not move. I can sense there is something in the room- something watching me- but I can not see anything. This, naturally, sends you into a panic, you feel like you’re not breathing. You can sense there is someone in the room but see nothing and you are paralyzed. I would fight to regain movement in my body, trying to move my finger or scream out so my husband would wake me fully. Sometimes I would manage to move a finger and that would sort of break the spell. Other times I would make enough of a noise to alert my husband- who knows to wake me if I make *any* sounds (intense dreamer). I would often call on the name of Jesus during these interactions- which would immediately end the experience. I was born and raised a Christian, I worried I was being spiritually attacked.
When I spoke with Tabú, they clarified that, by and large, we aren’t meant to awaken during these visits. The Greys don’t aim to instill fear; rather, they come from a vastly different cultural background and did not initially grasp how their appearances and activities affected us. I believe they’re beginning to understand now. Imagine you are a grey. Your species has been genetically modified to lack emotions. You wouldn’t have a benchmark for “fear,” since it’s an emotion, and thus wouldn’t fathom how certain actions could induce fear in other beings. Moreover, Greys, through both genetic engineering and cultural evolution, emphasize the collective—”we” rather than “I.” Their society leans toward a collective consciousness, reducing individualism. They may not have individual homes, but rather colonies with communal living arrangements. In such a setting, walking into a neighbor’s dwelling uninvited and utilizing whatever’s found there might be perfectly acceptable. This is in stark contrast to human norms and values, which underscores the potential for significant misunderstandings due to simple cultural differences.
Another memory came to me while I meditated, that could connect with my interactions with Zetas (as that was what my mind was on before the memory occurred). From the time I was around 5-6 years old until around 14-15 I had a significant number of nose bleeds. Once as a small child my nose bleed so badly (and wouldn’t stop) it had to be cauterized! I had nosebleeds at night, during the day, at school, in the car, if it was dry or humid- the conditions didn’t seem to matter. When I reached around 14-15 years old the nosebleeds seemed to subside. I should ask Tabú tonight during my meditation about this, I feel like three may be a connection, and in this industry we trust our gut feelings!
I want to wrap this blog up by saying that learning what I have about the Greys/Zeta Reticuli, has helped me process some of what I have experienced. I am now happy to think I am helping them in some way and I feel they are also helping me. I have obviously given permission at a soul level and so now give my permission as a conscious being. I spoke to my husband to ask if he minded the idea of being watched by extradimensional/extraterrestrial beings 😂 and he said he has no issue. He understands why they are here and that has helped us both relax. The more of us who are open to helping and communicating with the Zetas, the more they will be able to learn from us. The more they learn from us, the better we will become at communicating. They have much to share and many lessons we can learn from, but we have to meet them where they are, without fear. Then we may be able to have true communion with these beings- and share in all the curious experiences the universe has to offer!
